It has been an emotionally draining day.
There were so many negative thoughts in me since I left church that I had to keep praying against them. I have never prayed against so many things before.
I am now so exhausted that I will keep this blog short.
I am basically quite disillusioned and many times I just feel like throwing in the towel and say I really do not bother anymore. I was so close to doing something very drastic just now but a sibling-in-Christ told me not to as it would give the devil a winning hand should I go ahead with it.
Anyway, my heartbeat feels weird; my chest uncomfortable and my right arm is quite painful as in I cannot seem to lift it up. One health issue over and now all these new ones have to surface. When will it ever stop?
This is one day I would love to say life is not bad but it is just not possible. I am just grateful to God I pulled through the day.
Time to end here and spend some time in praise and more prayer.
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