I am in the train now to Amsterdam. I am visiting the Zaans Schans on my last full day in The Netherlands. Interestingly I am not feeling sad that I am leaving for home soon. I guess knowing that this is not really a holiday but a retreat, it does not give me that pressure that I need to visit as many tourist attractions as I should.
I hope I boarded the right train because there are so many stop-overs. I asked the locals and they said it is the right one so I shall trust them.
I am like a zombie now because I only had about three hours of proper sleep. Since I was tossing and turning on my bed, I decided to listen to some music. I guess my mind was very active as I was reflecting on a lot of things pertaining to what God has taught me and how I am going to apply them when I go back.
I do not want to commit the same mistakes as I did before. I am also praying for mending of relationships with my loved ones and do what is pleasing in God's sight and edifying to those close to my heart.
I am excited to see what God can do through the above desire I have but at the same time I am afraid that I may fail. Then again, I should not let that stop me from trying and trying. I also must remind myself constantly that I should not depend on my own strength and wisdom but to remember always that God is there to help me.
Well, I pray I will enjoy myself fully today. It is my one and only day that I am actually doing touring. I am sure I will have a great adventure going to places I have not been to.
I shall blog again when I am back to George and Laurel's home... that is if I do not get lost. :)
I hope I boarded the right train because there are so many stop-overs. I asked the locals and they said it is the right one so I shall trust them.
I am like a zombie now because I only had about three hours of proper sleep. Since I was tossing and turning on my bed, I decided to listen to some music. I guess my mind was very active as I was reflecting on a lot of things pertaining to what God has taught me and how I am going to apply them when I go back.
I do not want to commit the same mistakes as I did before. I am also praying for mending of relationships with my loved ones and do what is pleasing in God's sight and edifying to those close to my heart.
I am excited to see what God can do through the above desire I have but at the same time I am afraid that I may fail. Then again, I should not let that stop me from trying and trying. I also must remind myself constantly that I should not depend on my own strength and wisdom but to remember always that God is there to help me.
Well, I pray I will enjoy myself fully today. It is my one and only day that I am actually doing touring. I am sure I will have a great adventure going to places I have not been to.
I shall blog again when I am back to George and Laurel's home... that is if I do not get lost. :)
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